| Drive my soul |
[Nov. 14th, 2015|03:15 pm] |
I am Sheryl, or you can call me Ryl cus I'd actually prefer that. I am easily amused and I like all things pretty and lovelovelovelovelove basketball, ponies, apples, rocket science and my awesome guitar. I suck at school work so I'm still trying to find my niche area because I was never good at all the things I like especially so other than harboring a few dreams, ambitions and wishes, I am still at a loss and exploring the other possibilities in life.
I am still trying to find myself.
Will you show me where to go?
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| Silence |
[Nov. 20th, 2009|02:25 pm] |
| [ | Feeling |
| |  determined | ] |
I got a feeling, I got a feeling!
I got a feeling, I got a feeling!
That if I sing it loud enough, you will sing it back to me!
I am pretty sure I am not lost, just going insane, and I am not crazy, just stressed out.
In any case, I want to stop thinking and keep going and not go nuts ever again.
I love you is so overused, so we'll just get over it.
But still, you're insanely wonderful and perfect in my eyes. |
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| A certain longing |
[Nov. 11th, 2009|11:06 am] |
| [ | Feeling |
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I have always been skeptical about falling in love, and then falling out of it. What is it that we really want that we seek a relationship? What is it that we see in love that makes everything feel like it's falling into place? And it's a feeling, an indescribable feeling, I can't really put it into words but it's a good feeling.
And then I see people falling out of love.
That sucks. I feel so empty out of a sudden, I just wished I knew better and stop doubting the people that open the doors in my life. I don't hate my life, I don't hate love, I don't hate my boyfriend, definitely not, but it's just sometimes you wanna think about what was it that you were looking for that made you say yes eventually, only to know your heart's probably gonna get broken anyway. I certainly know I have risks to face up to being in a relationship but I'm giving love a shot anyway, because I realized I have to stop hiding, and give myself and the other party a chance.
Thoughts, thoughts, thoughts.
Hmmmmmm. |
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| As of the 24th |
[Oct. 24th, 2009|01:17 pm] |
| [ | Feeling |
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Hehe, I love you dopeface! |
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| Happiness in my pocket |
[Oct. 23rd, 2009|05:00 pm] |
| [ | Feeling |
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Well it's a risk I'm willing to take!
Think I found my saviour to all of my heart's questions (:
HOEMINGJUN YOU ARE LEGEND WAIIIITTTT FOR IT, WAAAITTT!
DARY! :D
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| Random post for today |
[Sep. 26th, 2009|07:30 am] |
| [ | Feeling |
| |  awake | ] |
Hi I am so fudging bored right now it's 7.30am and I can't exactly sleep, but now I'm feeling a little bit of the sleepy bug catching up already. Been tossing and turning since 5-ish trying to sleep until 7-ish and I gave up. Got up for some breakfast (super unhealthy much, pizza and green tea) but yeh, finally a happy tummy! Ho humzzzz this is screwed up man my body clock is 8 hours lagging back, I live my day at night noooooo ):
I am very very very infactutated with All The Right Moves and their songs hahah, awesome shit (:
I am zoning out big time... AND MY L WORD IS TAKING ONE MILLION YEARS TO LOAD DAAAAMN.
And I keep thinking about what the hell is supposed to happen on my birthday, I really don't know? But I don't want a crazy influx of people, just youknow maybe i'd like to be on my own instead. I can only think of getting inked that day and then just doing something crazy. And remind me NEVER ever to get drunk on my birthday because I'd probably be the biggest joke on Earth, grah!
My life is so awesome, not? Damn I don't know.
I think I should make some phone calls to disturb people and wake them up to go to the toilet. Bet they are all gonna hate me for life HAHAH.
Anyway I have been trying to figure out how to make some money so I'm selling the clothes I don't have a use for and I guess I'll have more soon. Mainly up for trades and prices are daaaamn negotiable so yeh. Most of the stuff are new and in good condition unless stated. And don't ask me why I'm selling a Holga because it belongs to my sister. I can't believe she got bored of it after a week or two only hah.
I miss basketball, I am happy I'm gonna shoot some hoop.
And hopefully I'll get to shop at thrift stores and fleas sooooon. SHOPPING KEEPS ME HAPPY HEHE c:
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| I can't even speak, |
[Sep. 16th, 2009|03:50 am] |
Hello people of the Earth, I know I am so troublesome right! But okay, since blogger is less screwy right now I have decided to move back to blogger so find me at Indulgedmurders for my everyday entries (:
Will still be sticking around here for locked entries tho, so for those on my friends' list, I'll be here still! :D
I like the privacy hahahah, okay random but yes!
Seeeeee yaalllll around!
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| ZOMGWTFSAVEME |
[Sep. 14th, 2009|10:30 pm] |
| [ | Feeling |
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Results are out on Friday.
Something tells me that my GPA isn't gonna be very good this semester, HOW NOW BROWN COW. Ho humzxzxzxzx.
I will cry my eyeballs out if I end up retaking any of the modules because I really don't want to ): Good God save meeeee!
I know this is so random but I have decided to keep my long hair back once again hahahah shit all because I miss it and and and Lights + Katy Perry's long hair is really awesome hahahah shit shit shit shit shit.
Training today was pretty okay, nothing much but I guess I wasn't focused enough :/ Kept screwing up the passes and it was just bad play graaaah. Laggy defence and shit speed, bad layups, just about everything. I am just bad in general :O But I guess I will tryyyyyyyy, go Ryl go for Friday thennnn. Need to keep my head in order and get it all right, yes I can.
FOCUS.
L word has been taking up quite a portion of my time. It's freakin' awesome ^^
Oh crap, there goes my holidays, been quite a bummer. My attempt to turn my body clock around is a fail. Well at least I am sleeping an hour earlier from the 6am crap.
Some kind of a random post.
What should I do when I get up? Other than house work that is. Hmmmmmmmmm.
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| Why'd you have to turn into ice |
[Sep. 14th, 2009|02:07 pm] |
| [ | Feeling |
| |  contemplative | ] |
Lights lights lights lights I can't believe I got so caught up with her either not funny at all hahah, DAMN.
In any case, I woke at 8-ish and made it till now, am pretty tired and I am gonna catch a nap. Have been fooling around with my guitar cus it has a new e string :D Orange strings are pretty and I love the fact that it has the extra coating so nevermind those sweaty palms already ahah. I've yet to change the other older strings yet, I love the sound so maybe I wouldn't want to change it so quickly.
Okay, I am starting to sound like a geek already but I love my guitar tho I don't treat it like a king hahah.
The temple trip made me re-think about a million things.
Fine, time for a nap, need to re-charge for training in the evening, gonna be another longggg one with all the random exercises and drills :/ I am pretty excited for it (because yay for awesome real trainings) but I am just damn tired for now grah.
GO RYL GO, PRESSSSS ON YOU CAN DO ITTTTT! C:
Very tempted to do so many impulsive things so I can just be the girl I want to be, no, yes?
I don't know.
It's not the same without you, don't you get it already? Ugh. |
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| You make breaking hearts look so easy! |
[Sep. 14th, 2009|04:13 am] |
| [ | Feeling |
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I am so feeling pretty awesome it is now 4.41 am in the morning and I need to be up at 8 am but I am not very there.
Zomg I swear I am screwed for life I can never wake up ): But I will try it is worth a try!
I am really not bothered by a million things I don't know why I am so ignorant now but I just am, damn. In any case, I think I should start getting affected by the things happening around me ugh.
Time to wake up Sheryl.
It's been almost a month of throwing tantrums and being a half a bitch.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YAUJINJIAN! :D
So JJ's 21st birthday celebration was pretty nice. His cake was pretty girly HAHAH, and he has a really cutesy dog by the name of cookie hehe. I am glad for a team mate like him because he is awesome and he always helps when we need it and his spirit and skill is fyeahamazing! HAHAH, alright I know pretty random not that he'd be reading this but okay.
Supper was good, hahah, and LFH@myspace (hahah okay joke) gave me a champagne bottled brolly HAHAH and some apparently sweeeet candy which wasn't exactly sweet but sour and HMQ was pretty much stoned. I really need a life. And then we were talking about how our lives would be like three years later.
In all honesty, I am afraid for what is to come in three years because celebrating your 21st birthday alone with some random friends overseas isn't funny if I really am going to do so badly that I have to end up in some random university somewhere over the damned rainbow ugh. Hopefully I'll make some awesome friends and meet nice people but damn, what if I don't and I will be stuck and sad for eternity! HAH, god damn.
I don't really know what I want to do for my 18th birthday this year, but I hope it'd be pretty awesome. In fact I've made a mental list of what I want to do, hahah, okay people are out of the question because I really don't like it when people celebrate my birthday for me out of obligation because that is really not what I want. Don't get me anything if you don't want to I don't really care for that I only need true friendship that is able to stand the test of time, that is what I really want. I don't want any more stupid words that mean nothing and empty promises that one can never fulfill. Sick of that shit already hahah.
What a random post but finally getting in the blogging mood because LJ is not screwy like blogger is. Think I'll stay at this spot for awhile and take a hiatus from that old spot. I need a new life, yes I do.
Alright goodnight and thank you if you clicked on an R from my blogger to be here!
By the way, Lights Poxleitner is some hot stuff I want her hair. BYE.
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